Current mood:	mellow
Current music:	the monologues in my head

the wedding
so i finally got a dress for L's wedding on the 19th. it is beautiful and really fucking snazzy if i do say so myself...and i do. and i got shoes and a stole. it is going to look great. and i asked K if she would go with me instead of my mom. and she said she'd have to double check her work schedule and ask for it off if she was working.
last night at the monologues was amazing. my cousin came with me and the show was great. Ape was not crazy at all last night which is amazing. everyone said how thin and beautiful i looked. amazing..i know, what can i say. thank you. and i was the only vagina warrior present and so ape asked me to come up on stage receive my certificate and make an acceptance speech. it was the first time that i got to speek pubically to an audiance about my sexual rape over a year ago. and i said wonderful things about the monologues and how when i started to talk about my rape people told me it didnt' happen and i asked everyone to believe her when she comes to you to tell you that she was raped. i was greeted and accepted and supported with thunderous applause which felt good. and people embraced me afterwards. it was a powerful night for many reasons. peace.